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ONE basically this section is really random. TWO like it's seriously up to you what you want to have here. THREE like maybe a short-term and long-term goals section. FOUR or some pictures maybe?. FIVE or it could be say, the top whatever songs in your ipod/itunes/etc right now. SIX you could also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping. SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section? NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section. ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know. TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here. THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section. FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something? FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.
basically just stuff you need to do, like homework and projects. or you could change this to any other stuff you want yeah?
Lion dance competition only left 29 days and i have yet finish my training. I haven't been training so much ever since i cut my ass... Now that i suddenly train, my muscle are aching like hell, especially my tigh. The most important part where all my jumping comes from. Glad that i have knee guard and a dozen of panadol active fast at home =) Helps me relive the pain. My background is crazy. Very big and also many movement unlike the gay clay pot that slash my ass :p The boxes are in bad condition and its unstable, when make me feel scared of it. Now that I'm lack of stamina, i must go jog more. I just got a very serious attitude in this competition. I trust my companion, my crew. I will work even harder for the title!
Haiz class is seriously getting more and more boring. I kind of getting more bored with everything even if the teacher is some kind of joker. I'm always lack of energy and often feel sleepy. This is unforgivable! How can i achieve good grades by sleeping!? Man i must really wake up and start reflecting on myself. Must buck up!
Hmm, i saw an old CPU in my storeroom. For a moment, i went crazy. I went to dismantle the whole thing! HAHA!!! That was fun, but very dirty =P. A CPU that worth $800 is made of very cheap materials. Crap... Then i found some very useful gadget within the CPU. Can use it for this year's BAKUC =D!
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Platinum Gundam Out and About
There it is. The platinum Gundam with a diamond brain. Earlier, we posted that the 125mm statue is made up of 89 parts and is valued at US $250,000. Word has it that it will be on display at the Makuhari Messe in Chiba, Japan on August 18th and 19th. Expect security guards on hand. You know, so you don't accidently inhale that little booger. Brian Ashcraft
In Japan [Zak Zak]
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------My opinion on this holy damn ass stuff is: IT IS TOO WONDERFUL! Only rich people can afford it... No chance for me... One in this entire world!
Today was some terrible luck of mine... Fallen asleep twice in 2 lessons! Crap... i was hold back for recess, haiz cannot blame it... Haven't been sleeping well this few days and even now, i'm tired... How i wish i can sleep for the next 24h! zzz
Later got lion dance. Man this is gonna be tough! =X Competition left only 1 month... Someone save me!!! But nvm i will chiong! Remember to go support me hor! 27th July 6pm at Bukit Panjang CC.
Finally i got my camera back after my sis used it for her oversea trip. Got pic of my very stash! Cool? Its like a pile of boxes before it is well organised.
Here's some pic.
Before...
After...
Its crap when comes to cleaning my stash, many stuff had to be done.
Here's some nice pic taken from Dengki Magazine, some very appealing work by the Japs.
The super big family
Chars' Zaku leading to war
Zaku tri-star
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD & ALEXIS!
Man... Recently my life is tons of crap... The youth for causes is giving me a lot of trouble... Managing the volunteers isnt easy... Especially when we r in the com lab, its even worst. Havent made any sales yet... Hope to start when school reopens. =) And i do have many brainless ppl in my grp who doesnt have the sense of urgency... Sry my dear volunteers that there isnt any activity for the past few weeks, pls pardon me...
Things have not been going smoothly this few days... Even though it is holiday. Suddenly, i had this feeling of quitting Lion dance, perharps i no longer have the attitude and have no interest in it anymore... I felt guilty too... If i go now, coach will b having a hard time looking for a replacement, and he wont b having 3 teams for competition. i guess i will quit after the competition. What i can say is that this is my last commitment.
The deadline of my Gundam compy is drawing near and my progress is slow... hope that i can finish in time. Glad that one of my diaroma is done all thx to Qianyi for the inspiration! Hope that you will use ur Kanji for BAKUC! Then i die =P HAHA
Weets! i got a band le haha! Its more or less formed, i'm the lead guitarist =D that means hell lots of practice =)) i love it! This band shall concentrate on X japan! Weets!!! Then i looking for another band that plays Gazette/Nightmare/Sadie songs de! Well Jie lin is very interested, thats good, hmm i hope Yuko can join as well. Cos she would be a great help! (she knows jap and is a bassist)
Well i left with SS undone... WTH IS BLOODY SUNDAY!? >< My first impression on that is "A civil war that left many dead on sunday" But that is CRAP! Can someone tell me what the heck it is... I had tution already, A ma is wif mr Tay & physics is with Sheri. Hmm this is good? I hope so. Must buck up on my studies as well.
Shiok sia mum, and both of my sis are at Batam now, they having their holiday! Then i am at home filming HOME ALONE 4. LOL
Jk lahh not that lame. Playing com all day long... Fun but dunno play wad. LOL!
Hmm i guess i will end here =D
a few days ago, i blog abt many things...
then all went missing and left a blank space...
Damn this blogger...
haiz today is another boring day :(
THIS SUCKS!
stop playing prank on me St & shawn or i will make ur life miserable!
The previous one is tons of crap.
Hmm, YFC is making me XXXL stress!
Everyday thinking of what to do...
We r far behind time...
Gosh cant really cope with it...
hope that u r reading it shawn,ST & calvin...
hers the pic!
completed this mod in 7h inclusive of painting, mod, decals.
Known 2 new partners or rather one of them frd. One is the SCC( S'pore Cosplay Club ) and Koyuki from Rei.
Koyuki is a nice guy, he loves rabbit adn he do compose his own songs. Cool!
I will buy ur album de don't worry! Haas
Hmm i guess i shall end here :)
It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called him,
: Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up?
: Alright, give me 5 minutes.
: 5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house.
: I need to get ready.
: Alright, make it fast then.
2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself.
Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned.
5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch.
10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident?
15 minutes passed, he finally shown up.
:Why are you so late?
He wasn't even a lil' bothered
: Nahz, was watching TV.
: What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then?
I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him.
:Sorry.
This was the first time he said sorry to me...
He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl.
I looked at him,
Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home.
He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels.
The only thing he does is to apologise.
To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry.
I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises.
He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl.
Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes.
Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead.
Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised.
I dropped my head
: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again. If you can never change, then don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time.
He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry. Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever. I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me.
:What's wrong with you these few days?
:Nothing.
:Then why are you acting so strange?
:I am not.
:What can you say other than this answer?
:Do you know I'm very worried, very insecure, do you treat me as your girlfriend?
:I'm sorry...
:I don't want to hear you say sorry again.
I put down the phone and he did not call back.
He doesn't even care about me.
Maybe we should....break up.
.....this was the 99th time he said sorry...
From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him.
Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up?
After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him.
I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him.
:excuse me, is XOXO here today?
:I'm afraid he already stopped schooling.
:Huh? Why? When was that?
:He hasn't been in school for a month already.
:Oh erms...thanks.
One month....not in school for one month..
why is that so?
I stumbled home.
Called his hp
: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone....
I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer.
How can it be?
The whole family migrated?
It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace.
I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend.
He was one of his brothers and also my good friend.
:Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital.
:REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED?
:Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time.
:I'll be right there.
I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there.
I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall.
He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle,
:Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me?
He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again.
:Come on answer me...why don't you speak?
A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say...
:I'm...sorry...
After that, his eyes went shut.
:Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me?
:Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please.
I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out..
:Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead?
:I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use...
:If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes.....
That was the 100th sorry.
A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him.
I had no strength to stand up...
My mind was a blank....
My eyes could only see a sea of black.
He did not leave this world...
I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore.
But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing.
He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart.
would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....
just that...
he never apologise to me anymore.
After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...
inside was a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..
The reasons why he made me angry.
The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up.
I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then, before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me?
The second time, my dear, I...
The third time, my dear, I...
The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world,
It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger....
You are the first girl I apologised to.
And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life...
Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you...
Looking at you while you find your happiness.
..promise me...don't shed a tear...
I don't want to see you weep like this for me,
I Love You ~XOXO How can I not cry?
What you said was just too impossible.
The last photograph was of him in the hospital,
Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever.
His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th.
At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him.
:I'm sorry.
I held the photo tightly and cried for us.....
well thats the end.
leeming
Well lion dance was as usual today, nth much.
Business lesson was fine as usual, except for the lecturer who is like a joker =P
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